What are you trying to get a better view of? The Hanged Man usually indicates you need to shift your perspective, but reversed shows that you're working to do so to no avail. Why the resistance? Are external forces stopping you from an unbiased opinion or are there inner workings at play here? The road to Hell is paved with good intentions, and while your heart may be in the right place, in this instance trying may not be good enough.
If you really want to change your mindset on someone or something, you're going to have to put the work in. Do your research and reach out to those who can help you. You don't need to go at it alone, but you also can't continue to make excuses for yourself.